Here has been my biggest frustration:  I have 2 or 3 pregnancy books that i have been reading religiously so i know what is going on.  I am now on to the labor and delivery chapters- which are great…but here is the annoying part….no book and no person can give you any definate answer to any question.  The answers go something like this “weeee–eeelllll, this is how it MIGHT go/happen/feel, but of course no 2 people are the same so it could be the exact opposite for you”  “It COULD mean this…but of course, no 2 people are the same so it could be the exact opposite for you”

 All I want is some definate answer, or at least something a little more concrete.  People say to me “you will KNOW when it happens”  well, as I was telling J the other day- I have “KNOWN i was in labor” about 4 times now.  Obviously, no baby yet, so i was wrong.  So, maybe i WON’T know…

14 days left before my due date.  At my last appointment, the baby had backed out of my pelvis- obviously he wasn’t ready.  I can barely feel him move, and most of the pregnancy symptoms are gone 90% of the time.  I feel like i am back in month 3…it isn’t supposed to happen like this!